Turning it all over to God
God,
My life has been busy. Lately I have been struggling with my thoughts and actions. I just can’t seen to find my place again. My head has been focusing on materialistic and the world too much. The whole boyfriend thing is so overrated. I’m trying my best not to worry about it and focus more on you. I’m only 19 years old and have my whole life ahead of me. Boys are icky. I feel that I’m having more fun with my friends then have to worry about a boyfriend.
Also God you have been showing me things throughout Experiencing God and putting my faith to the test. Also since Experiencing God is now over it has taught me to be patient on hearing what God has in stored for me. In John 8:47, He who belongs to God hears what God says. The reason you do not hear is that you do not belong to God.”I have been pondering this question for a while. How do you know if its God speaking to you or your conscious speaking to you? In Experiencing God this verse came up and now I understand. In the past it was my conscious has been telling me to do things because my heart has not been in to God 100%. I have only been a surface christian. That’s what I call people when they don’t dig deep into the word and is just trying to get by the easy way. I have been doing that and I can really see a difference from then and now. i feel I have been putting more effort and more passion in to Christ. We all should be. He’s our risen savior and our almighty God. He didn’t have to die for us but HE Wanted to and that’s so amazing. I’m so speechless.
In the past couple weeks Pastor Mike Sanders has been teaching on the Antichrist and tribulation period in the book of Daniel. I love learning about the end times because we are in the last of the last days. How exciting is that. Its beyond my imagination sometimes and i love to think what its going to be like and I’m just waiting for the day to come. We all will get to see out loves ones like Tim and Ethan, one on one time with Jesus, worship and fellowship with one another. No more fears, tears, pain, hurts, jealously, murder, SIN, hunger…and the list goes on…Thinking about gives me a high about it. I just can’t wait.
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“My head has been focusing on materialistic and the world too much.” I would call that your “light bulb over yer head moment” To finish our convo from Wed night-I really am proud of you and how you just get it. You seem sick of all the fake and the games that people and friends can play and “religion” and you hunger and thirst for HIM! You get it! You are like.. ” World, just shut up and leave me alone!” When everything is stripped away and all the drama is quieted and you push away all the distractions of this world you’re left staring into the face of the one thing, the one person , the one love , that really matters and has any lasting value and is worthy of pouring out your life for . Stay strong miss Miranda and keep pushing away the “world” and all the distractions and keep your unbroken gaze on Him and He will never let go. Loved this verse this week-2 Timothy 2:13 “If we are faithless, He remains faithful, for He cannot deny Himself.” Even when we try living this life on our own and start doing our own thing and taking our eyes off Him, He’s always there. He can’t deny who He is and His character. It’s written all through the Old Testament! Have a great week! Too much soda makes me ramble… ron
ronsworld - April 24, 2008 at 1:35 am