the last week..:(

Its the last week of Experiencing God for theadults and I’m sad to say that I’m going to miss it. I have learn so much through this book and it has made me think about my life and my decisions for God. Its not like I’m going to stop devoting my life to him but its just going to be harder for me because of not meeting with my group every week or actually making myself do the workbook every week. I feel that I have gotten closer to God. It feels like when you get back from a summer camp or a missions trip and you promise yourself that your going to devotions everyday and read the bible more. Well I’m not going to make a promise to anyone because I’m probably going to break it. But I’m going to try harder to get in the flow of the word more.

Its hard being a teenager and I’m not going to lie. I have so many decisions to make and its hard. I want to go to a different college and get away from Chambersburg. I want a new job and get away from all the drama at Starbucks. I wish I just could hit the restart button and start all over. Then I have to decide if i want to take that internship for my major this summer or go on a missions trip with the youth group. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! So many decisions and I want to make the right one. Its not like I don’t talk to God about it because I have been everyday. I’m just hoping for some results soon!!!